cptsd

10 Days

Another dayAnother struggleMore reaching for lightThrough chaos, pain and despair More lives lost to preventable eventsScarcity shoved into our facesFalse narratives to keep us in fear Fear of one anotherFear of death and sicknessFear of the inevitableFear of being our true selves As I count the days to another trip around the sunI wonder when […]

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I Am Ocean

I am ocean Drowning in confusion, pain and despair Constantly vigilant of when my next betrayal lies creeping in the shadows I don’t believe that I belong hereOr anywhere Why should I trust to be cared for or wanted in anyway, big or small When reality sets in, it hurts my spirit I want to

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Hump Day Already?

Here’s a little video I made for Insta, which you can watch from my promo art page with the original audio. Besides the new video tonight at 7 PM ET and the stream in the Fediverse at 9 PM ET I’m very excited to announce that because of some help from an amazing Bun Supporter

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What Was I Angry About?

I started this post on Instagram While I’m still 5 weeks away from being able to make posts with the songs from my new album #IntoTheLight I’m okay to use music from my 2nd album #Shadowlands Shadowlands was created as an album with music from some of my darkest days of #depression with my #CPTSD

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2 AM

Well, it’s Sunday night sorta Monday morning… Two o’clock in da mornin’ and I have now lost half a day of work… This time it’s the internet. The internet is part of the lease here. It wasn’t a choice I was allowed to make they just did it for me and hiked up the price,

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