cptsd

I Am Ocean

I am ocean Drowning in confusion, pain and despair Constantly vigilant of when my next betrayal lies creeping in the shadows I don’t believe that I belong hereOr anywhere Why should I trust to be cared for or wanted in anyway, big or small When reality sets in, it hurts my spirit I want to […]

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Hump Day Already?

Here’s a little video I made for Insta, which you can watch from my promo art page with the original audio. Besides the new video tonight at 7 PM ET and the stream in the Fediverse at 9 PM ET I’m very excited to announce that because of some help from an amazing Bun Supporter

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What Was I Angry About?

I started this post on Instagram While I’m still 5 weeks away from being able to make posts with the songs from my new album #IntoTheLight I’m okay to use music from my 2nd album #Shadowlands Shadowlands was created as an album with music from some of my darkest days of #depression with my #CPTSD

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2 AM

Well, it’s Sunday night sorta Monday morning… Two o’clock in da mornin’ and I have now lost half a day of work… This time it’s the internet. The internet is part of the lease here. It wasn’t a choice I was allowed to make they just did it for me and hiked up the price,

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Please Help

As of last night the only working toilet we have left is now also clogged. I’m paying for a two bedroom two bathroom apartment and we only had one working toilet for the year. As I was writing this the maintenance staff who’s been verbally abusive as well as sleeping with my neighbor who has

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