I’ve been in pain
Friday it started
It’s not been better
Sleep is elusive again
My uterus wants an inhabitant
Can’t say it… Yet? Ever? Idk…
Hey! Bo Burnham made a new YT vid ha ha yeah it made me want…
I don’t feel cute except when I dream
No need for sleep, it sometimes just happens… Especially…
Idk… You’d never know… I won’t say… You won’t read this anyway…
5 mins yeah I won’t get sleep
Gunshots outside my window again.
Mom is ok
Bunny is ok
It made me think of days when I’d reach out to someone who I thought cared
Do you care? Would you care?
No that’s a lot… Maybe…
It feels like a lot to ask but here I am thinking waiting longing dreaming buzzing around my mind like… Something… Something… Something…
You were meant to bring a light did you know that?
I remembered an old song today… I don’t think I can work tomorrow/today my stomach feels like it is being ripped apart and my heart feels like it wants to fly and my mind is making my skull pressure too much to hold my brain without inducing sensations of wanting to vomit.
I’m sorry my body is so weak
Here I am missing you
I wrote a song years ago, I thought shared love but he was trickery. I think those words now and your voice hums the caverns of my memory. Your smile makes me fly.
A sweet succulently tender voice a steak cooked right savory and mmm just right
Some say such sighs would be TOS
Still my touch lingers while you slink over my mind
Just a dream awake perhaps you visit as I slumber
Meeting at moon’s noon would be sweet
Sure the tune was for another time another ear another mind
Still nice to dream
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eight equals equals equals D
Some people confess when they think of the brevity of life
I just want to say hi at least… stop feeling like my heart is gross… stop
Good luck tomorrow friend