I have lost a friendship recently, actually a few in the last year or so. I’m struggling with self isolation while I’m in dire need of support. I have severe trust issues. I don’t know what real intimacy should be or could be. With that I see the thoughts and ideas around “validation” and it […]
Twenty four years ago my father blamed me for his marriage falling apart. Let me warn you now, this post comes with heavy content warnings of abuse (all types), poverty, war, maybe suicidal ideation and sexual abuse, proceed with caution. A week ago my brain was so swollen I felt my guts churning into a
High pain levels, more bullying and struggling to sleep less than 12 hrs a day, my usual need is 6.5 hrs, the day started off slow until I heard we had some dangerous weather settling in. It’s 19:07 ET and it seems the danger has passed. Per usual, I also continually get unsolicited advice instead
Pain I’ve been in pain Friday it started It’s not been better Sleep is elusive again My uterus wants an inhabitant I want… Can’t say it… Yet? Ever? Idk… Hey! Bo Burnham made a new YT vid ha ha yeah it made me want… Idk I don’t feel cute except when I dream No need
Even as I saw this day coming months ago I feel like everything has changed in the last 24 hrs and I feel lost.
