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Please Help

As of last night the only working toilet we have left is now also clogged. I’m paying for a two bedroom two bathroom apartment and we only had one working toilet for the year. As I was writing this the maintenance staff who’s been verbally abusive as well as sleeping with my neighbor who has […]

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Let’s Talk About It

Lately I’ve been leaning into a mantra in all my comments and posts on Instagram and it feels a little hokey if I am honest but after the bullshit that my sibling put me through in June I am needing the reminder of why I do what I do. Actually a post on I saw

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Reflections

I’m behind on so much right now. My music channel, my vlog, this here all off schedule. I haven’t connected with friends because I don’t know how safe it would be at the moment with some of them. My body had needed extra rest since I spent most of February and all of March barely

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The Dread

365 days have never felt so daunting in my life, not that I can think of anyway. Usually I count a year’s time based on the first day I came to live on this planet, you know my birthday day. It’s a milestone that’s rough for me personally but it’s unattached to culture and traditions

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Does It Ever End?

I’m used to being told to shut up. For whatever reason I thought that standing up and stepping into “self employment” I would somehow be free from this phenomenon. It just grows. ⚠️Content Warning ⚠️ Suicidal Ideation, Inappropriate Sexual Behavior, Topics of Incest I have tried to be honest and vulnerable in hopes that in

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