A friend on Insta has been trying to advocate for me an many others in need daily In 15 months this is the first time I’ve not been the only one making posts and stories to try to push my Mutual Aid Request This post, the caption for my latest reel (which is how this […]
She screams – inundated with toxinsStill I feel uselessShe cries for safety drowning in yesterdayStill I double over to the liesShe burns and churns longing for peace I’m still pushingYou’re not tryingYou’re patheticYou’re worthlessYou’re clinging to a pillow for nothing She can’t breatheShe can’t feelShe can’t moveShe’s leaving us all You’re selfishYou’re manipulativeYou’re conning them
This afternoon after accidentally sleeping 10 hours (with a 5-15 minute break to feed my bunny and check on Mom) I soon came to realize that I’ve lost huge chunks of time in my memory recently and honestly this has been happening for months probably since November, maybe even longer. I woke up to a
It was July 2015, unsure of what day exactly, I woke up in immense pain so severe I couldn’t even roll my body over to try to push myself out of bed. I grew up with subluxations in many joints of my body, sometimes almost everyday. I called off work, put my shoulder back in
I have lost a friendship recently, actually a few in the last year or so. I’m struggling with self isolation while I’m in dire need of support. I have severe trust issues. I don’t know what real intimacy should be or could be. With that I see the thoughts and ideas around “validation” and it
