I’m behind on so much right now. My music channel, my vlog, this here all off schedule. I haven’t connected with friends because I don’t know how safe it would be at the moment with some of them. My body had needed extra rest since I spent most of February and all of March barely […]
I like to say I’m a musician but it’s the part of me that I fear the most. I’ve struggled to understand why that is so well enough to convey to others (like my therapist or my friends to help me get through it, past it) and myself. Though a vague idea of the feeling
Do you ever wake up with a song stuck in your head? Before I go on sorry for not posting in so long. Life has yet again gotten to be a bit much. Sometimes I wonder if that is just my curse for coping with CPTSD but at any rate back to my original thought.
Pain I’ve been in pain Friday it started It’s not been better Sleep is elusive again My uterus wants an inhabitant I want… Can’t say it… Yet? Ever? Idk… Hey! Bo Burnham made a new YT vid ha ha yeah it made me want… Idk I don’t feel cute except when I dream No need
Even as I saw this day coming months ago I feel like everything has changed in the last 24 hrs and I feel lost.
