NoCam
No turning back One moment could all the Cares of the essence out n About here in there and then Me? Temptations Cease breathing The weight of two worlds Rests My hands, my hands I am but a flower in the Rain
Will it Crash the Site?
Hoping this video I made doesn’t crash the site – the whole thing might get fucked soon cause of some changes to a plugin I use is changing and I have no way to fix it and tbh no idea what the fuck the notice was saying in the email and the jerk who used
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Ibuprofen
Twenty four years ago my father blamed me for his marriage falling apart. Let me warn you now, this post comes with heavy content warnings of abuse (all types), poverty, war, maybe suicidal ideation and sexual abuse, proceed with caution. A week ago my brain was so swollen I felt my guts churning into a
Pena Pity Pena
Que pena… Que triste… Often I struggle with receiving kindness, often I struggle with trusting kindness, often I struggle to believe I can ask for kindness or compassion… I’m used to pity. Many years it was used against me to fuel the egos of others as I was seen as a charity case. Some say
01.20.24
It’s 07.13.25 – I wrote this on 01.20.24 and it never got published idk why… We’re all on a journey, many of us have battle scars that seem to reopen easily, some of us never stopped bleeding but we find ways to numb the pain I’m fighting for self love Not just to grow