This blog started from a comment on a post a friend made on the Meta Demon… One of my strengths is that I never try to prove anything to my abusers. I just go no contact, more on this later. My greatest failure is that I have to prove it (the abuse) to myself again […]
I feel like I will never stop trying to explain how deeply self advocacy hurts me. I try to add euphemisms since social media, like the rest of society, criminalizes mental health but ESPECIALLY suicidality at all levels. Whether it’s a gnawing, daily, aching feeling, a stray idea when pain gets heavy, a contemplation because
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No turning back One moment could all the Cares of the essence out n About here in there and then Me? Temptations Cease breathing The weight of two worlds Rests My hands, my hands I am but a flower in the Rain
Hoping this video I made doesn’t crash the site – the whole thing might get fucked soon cause of some changes to a plugin I use is changing and I have no way to fix it and tbh no idea what the fuck the notice was saying in the email and the jerk who used
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Twenty four years ago my father blamed me for his marriage falling apart. Let me warn you now, this post comes with heavy content warnings of abuse (all types), poverty, war, maybe suicidal ideation and sexual abuse, proceed with caution. A week ago my brain was so swollen I felt my guts churning into a
