I feel like I will never stop trying to explain how deeply self advocacy hurts me. I try to add euphemisms since social media, like the rest of society, criminalizes mental health but ESPECIALLY suicidality at all levels. Whether it’s a gnawing, daily, aching feeling, a stray idea when pain gets heavy, a contemplation because […]
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No turning back One moment could all the Cares of the essence out n About here in there and then Me? Temptations Cease breathing The weight of two worlds Rests My hands, my hands I am but a flower in the Rain
Hello, I’m Sabi, that’s short for Sabina though because of my past I don’t feel comfortable going by that name, it’s my mother’s name and it ties me to her but it was the name my oppressor gave me. Mom had planned out a beautiful indigenous name for me from my native tongue Nahuatl… This
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Modified from my #MetaDemon caption… We made it, lost power for a bit this morning. The two clocks in the room show different times so I think it was a fee times and a few flickers. I woke up when I think the microwave was beeping as the power was going in and out. As
This calendar year has been a roller-coaster, I feel like I keep saying that everywhere. The highs and lows have been unexpected and exhausting but I believe I feel a little bit of peace for now. Within minutes yesterday morning I went from trying to share my feelings of shame, confusion and grief to a
