I feel like I will never stop trying to explain how deeply self advocacy hurts me. I try to add euphemisms since social media, like the rest of society, criminalizes mental health but ESPECIALLY suicidality at all levels. Whether it’s a gnawing, daily, aching feeling, a stray idea when pain gets heavy, a contemplation because […]
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No turning back One moment could all the Cares of the essence out n About here in there and then Me? Temptations Cease breathing The weight of two worlds Rests My hands, my hands I am but a flower in the Rain
Hello, I’m Sabi, that’s short for Sabina though because of my past I don’t feel comfortable going by that name, it’s my mother’s name and it ties me to her but it was the name my oppressor gave me. Mom had planned out a beautiful indigenous name for me from my native tongue Nahuatl… This
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This post started on the MetaDemon – 💚🐇 If you’ve never been here, hi, I’m Sabi, an Indigenous Latina Multidisciplinary Artist. I have CPTSD and other disabilities. Because of my complex post traumatic stress ” disorder” one of the main struggles I have in life is self advocacy. This makes surviving from self employment without
It’s hard to hope or plan for a future or help anyone when you don’t even have safety past a few days… StillI hopeI tryI dream Dare to dream of a better tomorrow… I’m still in constant need of support to keep my disabled family off the street. I’m exhausted, fighting suicidal ideation while my
