This blog started from a comment on a post a friend made on the Meta Demon… One of my strengths is that I never try to prove anything to my abusers. I just go no contact, more on this later. My greatest failure is that I have to prove it (the abuse) to myself again […]
I feel like I will never stop trying to explain how deeply self advocacy hurts me. I try to add euphemisms since social media, like the rest of society, criminalizes mental health but ESPECIALLY suicidality at all levels. Whether it’s a gnawing, daily, aching feeling, a stray idea when pain gets heavy, a contemplation because
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Hello, I’m Sabi, that’s short for Sabina though because of my past I don’t feel comfortable going by that name, it’s my mother’s name and it ties me to her but it was the name my oppressor gave me. Mom had planned out a beautiful indigenous name for me from my native tongue Nahuatl… This
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Modified from my #MetaDemon caption… We made it, lost power for a bit this morning. The two clocks in the room show different times so I think it was a fee times and a few flickers. I woke up when I think the microwave was beeping as the power was going in and out. As
Twenty four years ago my father blamed me for his marriage falling apart. Let me warn you now, this post comes with heavy content warnings of abuse (all types), poverty, war, maybe suicidal ideation and sexual abuse, proceed with caution. A week ago my brain was so swollen I felt my guts churning into a
